an organized life

Is it that we are stuck in some kind of obsessive compulsive overdrive? Like a battery powered teeth clattering bunny, we frantically run increasingly tight circles, faster and faster as if trying to outrun the battery. Our lives resemble a big carnival with us in the midst staggering from one dizzying adrenaline hype to another. More, bigger, better, faster...as if there was no tomorrow. And maybe that is indeed what we are secretly afraid of. It's the ever greater accomplishments, victories, successes, experiences, stories to tell, that count. Life has turned into a monitored experience.