Friday, August 31, 2007

for the better


from the start
what a farce
way too good to be true

so its all for the better
no tears no boohoo

you and i
what a lie
it wasn’t meant to be

it’s all for the better
just wait and see

i leave
though i grieve
and i heave a sigh

it’s all for the better
that we say good-bye

some day
i may say
i have lived in you

and though it was better
i left much too soon

Monday, August 27, 2007

What I'll Miss


A bunch of wonderful, brave, adventurous, fun, smart, amazing friends—a quaint tico community—my house—roosters at sunrise—the laid-back Caribbean pace—fresh guyabana juice—palm, almond, and guanacaste trees—our homeschool theater group—summer dresses year-round—colors to die for—a life of ease and open doors—parrots in the eucalyptus tree—balmy-warm down pours...

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Bird Cage


Something is off in the Switzerland of Central America and it’s not for the lack of breath-taking scenery or affluent retirees. It’s the bird cage mentality: Life lived behind bars, some more golden than others.

On my stroll back from the mechanic this morning, I crossed our town dodging delivery trucks and male solicitations and I took a close look at these cages.

Most of them ‘contain’ women it seems, mostly older or with young children, busying themselves with their daily chores. An elderly lady was arranging her patio furniture, another one was dousing off the dust from passing by traffic, children were playing ball. A seemingly normal morning scene, yet, in a rather bizarre setting.

When did this all start? When did fear become so overwhelming that life behind bars seemed preferable to a life shared with passers-by, neighbors, the town, and an uncluttered view thereof?

Maybe I will ask my mechanic. He seems to be an insightful guy.

I’ll keep you posted.

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

/U/ as in Son



There are days, like today, when homeschooling has to happen without me. Since Lea is only five years old I usually spend a fair amount of time with her as she tackles her early reader’s books and counts blocks.

She is into big numbers right now and tends to raise her eyebrow at anything lower than eleven. Remarkably, she is taking considerable risks identifying numbers and often ends up with new creations such as four-and-forty sixty. There always is some logic behind it, I just can’t figure out which one.

In general, however, she likes to have time to do her own counting without my cheery presence towering over her. Reading, on the other hand, wouldn’t happen if I didn’t sit down with her.

But today, I simply couldn’t get around to it, not even for two minutes. Instead, I asked Zoë to help her sister. Together they sat down on the sofa and got the Bob Books out. However, less than a minute into it the two got into an immense and messy argument over the letter ‘o’ as in the word ‘son’.

It left Zoë devastated, her aspirations of ever joining the honorable corps of educators crushed. But who said teaching was easy? Even at this point in my career, my understanding of the proper pronunciation of /o/ continues to be slightly abstract.

Whether /o/ as in ‘ox’ or /u/ as in ‘umbrella’ I have to admit, as a German native, I find the argument for /u/ as in ‘ox’ no less compelling. But after hours of attentive listening to the Leap Frog series of short vowels and repetitive trance-like chants of hot-hut, got-gut, and not-nut I have acquired at least a basic, understanding of it.

My kids must think I am a genius!

Saturday, August 4, 2007

This is a Good One

"True happiness involves the full use of one's powers and talents."

John Gardner

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

By the Old Mango Tree


Ask any Tico for directions and you will get a poem.
Check this one out:

Where the Post Office Is
By Fat Guy Wearing Stripes


When you reach the bottom of the hill
Take a left where the blue house used to be

Follow that road until you get to the old cemetery
Be careful because the road is tricky

Keep to your left until you see the old road to San Rafael
Then turn where the mango tree used to be

Continue straight after you cross the abandoned banana rail road tracks
On the side where Don Fabricio’s barber shop used to be

You will find it.

I ran out of gas that day but I was quite entertained for a while, seeing Costa Rica through the eyes of a local – like following a dream.